It is so crappy. ó_ò

My university is killing me at the moment with the amount of stuff that is demanded from meeveryday there :cc. For a week already I almost don't have time to breathe. Like today, I came back home from classes, chatted with Zlu on skype a little bit not to forget how she looks like (since we only chat once in 3 days now ._. ) , and then I sat over books studying for over 8 hours with just one break to walk the dog. And i had in plans to study till after 3am or later, because otherwise i just won't be able to manage on time, but i'm just too tired, and I don't understand what I'm reading anymore at 2am :ccc

And I'm not even managing to do 2/3 of the things I should for uni :cccccc like at this very moment I'm completely screwing 2 subjects not doing anything about them for like 2 weeks already just to more or less make sure I'll have enough points in the other 3 to be let to write the exam later when session comes. And that just means that when this hellish 2+ weeks is over, I won't get much rest at all, because those other subjects will come to haunt me and i will have to spend all my time catching up on them. Considering one of them is maths, it's pretty tragic :cccc

I don't have time to be on internet at all. Not even 15 minutes daily. I shouldn't even be writing this cause i'm wasting time ;u; I don't have time to read, or draw. Or even doodle :cccccccc and I so want to :ccc I havent touched my tablet for weeks already :ccccc I don't even have time to think on story stuff. I don't know, but studying is almost as hard as learning for final exams was last year :ccccc -cries-

So, yeah, I'm terribly sorry, Crono, I don't know when I will get your gift done ;___; I don't even know when we'll chat. maybe next friday I will be able to actually get to pc for more than 10 minutes. because upcoming weekend will be hell just like the previous one. wtf .___. tell me something funny, people, before I lose hope completely :cccc I want xmas ó_ò